Wednesday, June 6, 2007
- I fail my thermodynamics i think i get 1 / 50/ -
sigh, i met clement on the way to lib, studied with him, got stressed, then met my sisters
got more stressed
and broke down.
brain dead
went into the test without thinking
just crapped my paper
and fuck the upper world who cant make me
just me.
- Steel ShiT Sots -
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul.
As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back.
Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.
And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the stars and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you.
I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know that I've lost my place on this earth.
My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad.
Alone and afraid. And in my troubled dreams watch you leave, again and again.
For the balance of my days.
-- crappin, got it from somewhere --
- sigh my random thots again -
- bish, i just hope when the times come
someone will understand wad i realli wan inside -
and fuck u in heaven or hell
i aint a person to mess up ppl
and fuck you dave too
for being always wrong
sigh, i met clement on the way to lib, studied with him, got stressed, then met my sisters
got more stressed
and broke down.
brain dead
went into the test without thinking
just crapped my paper
and fuck the upper world who cant make me
just me.
- Steel ShiT Sots -
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul.
As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back.
Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.
And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the stars and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you.
I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know that I've lost my place on this earth.
My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad.
Alone and afraid. And in my troubled dreams watch you leave, again and again.
For the balance of my days.
-- crappin, got it from somewhere --
- sigh my random thots again -
- bish, i just hope when the times come
someone will understand wad i realli wan inside -
and fuck u in heaven or hell
i aint a person to mess up ppl
and fuck you dave too
for being always wrong
your love is like a shadow at 7:51 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together