Saturday, June 9, 2007
_ Today game got pay money har? _
Today i went to mah jong, felt so so... sad, i won, but they refuse to pay, i also feel bad collecting money, sian spent my whole day burning my time inside my friend house. sigh wad a waste when i could spend it better, i think.. but well the dudes help me forget my troubles for a while, all those swearing and more forget my stuff.
sigh,
was watching -just follow law- with family, very funny. the changed soul of fann wong reminded me of someone... but its just fun loving.
then i got to know how it feels to be someone else.
sometimes i just would need to know how it feels to be like the others
sometimes i just felt sorry for making stuff so bad.
i have many choice to take sometimes
its just i chose the easiest...
Sometimes this kinda of movie burns me with guilt.
its hard to be the mr right for everyone,
sometimes
i just wanna hurt no one....
its forever i wanted to be with
but sometimes i have to make do with wad i have now.
i hope i could see myself from outside
--
some how i wished i was a better person for her,
some how i will always be me, its always the same
cause i like wallowing in self pity
cause i know afraid,
of knowing i do not derserve any attention
by my undying idiotcrsy to attract it
cause i will be here waiting for my cofidience to come back
fuck u secondary sch humilation.
unable to commit but will always remember.
Today i went to mah jong, felt so so... sad, i won, but they refuse to pay, i also feel bad collecting money, sian spent my whole day burning my time inside my friend house. sigh wad a waste when i could spend it better, i think.. but well the dudes help me forget my troubles for a while, all those swearing and more forget my stuff.
sigh,
was watching -just follow law- with family, very funny. the changed soul of fann wong reminded me of someone... but its just fun loving.
then i got to know how it feels to be someone else.
sometimes i just would need to know how it feels to be like the others
sometimes i just felt sorry for making stuff so bad.
i have many choice to take sometimes
its just i chose the easiest...
Sometimes this kinda of movie burns me with guilt.
its hard to be the mr right for everyone,
sometimes
i just wanna hurt no one....
its forever i wanted to be with
but sometimes i have to make do with wad i have now.
i hope i could see myself from outside
--
some how i wished i was a better person for her,
some how i will always be me, its always the same
cause i like wallowing in self pity
cause i know afraid,
of knowing i do not derserve any attention
by my undying idiotcrsy to attract it
cause i will be here waiting for my cofidience to come back
fuck u secondary sch humilation.
unable to commit but will always remember.
your love is like a shadow at 6:57 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together