Monday, June 18, 2007
_____ WoW. Loserifed _____
Man, i woke up again as usual, ate potato dumplings, specially made by my god ma,
taste sooo nice, yah ate alot of breakfast. Then watched Hana Yori (metor garden)
then went to uncle place slack to get abit of money
cause i am so god dam broke,
but my dad brought my whole family to sizzler.
ate my RibEye steak, then my grandpa gave me more
i just ate and ate,
even 3 serving of icecream
omg i am getting fat.
god dam it
Lookie my ice cream ^^
moutains!
haha ya smth like that, then ya, met up with my secondary scho friends.
at amk hub, thot would be nice gathering up, end up i with wei ping wu chong hai hong
we like go out now and then, then others talk talk talk like no tml
then take pic take pic here there, john ' i so shuai of course so many ppl want take pic with me '
andy 'lets act emo '
andy getting up to my nerve usually when i see him
but i don show it, no point lettin him win knowing i get pissed
first j lo will join in, say hey lets smoke, talk cock here there
fuck man, i will always tio fucking aim by them
dam fun sia
went to eat at mos... i end up not eating just stealing fries
i no money to eat, no point no one asking me or anything
outside mos, fucking cant even leave me alone, i already know i belong to those no need be there
and that fucking Andy think he ai sei, ask here , ' eh sit like this every cool rite '
then follow me
wad i do like always kanna shoot
wtf man
i cant be cool i know so i try to sit out
i cant be the centre of joke so i sit out
my words are call jiao words so i rather not talk
and fuckin irriating ppl make me remember why i hate 4 H so much
Cant even have a decent time
And fuck worse, when i wan go home,
i took mrt with hh and constance
at least it was nice.
and the dam jiao Andy come out again
think very song
See us,
Say ' bye constance '
then a few second ' bye hai hong '
then move off
the hai hong ask 'dave neh? '
he say ' whos dave '
yah wth.
nvm i bitching fuck out.
shldnt let those stuff make me think like this
i am just like Gerald,
at least he knows and don fight for it
i get the feeling i am one
just fighting not to be one
but always be one.
- cause sometimes life just wanna beat the hell out of me -
when i am high i go high up -
- just for ppl to drag me down -
- and wipe my face on the floor -
- and i know i aint good at anything -
- ah, maybe i am just like that, aint well i know everyone, but knowing and being seems so diff-
- even wei ping hh gwc have a life -
- i have no life. i hate life -
- just a fcking blog and me -
- and soccer tomorrow and i fuck hate it,
i got grounded
i don wanna go
i am just dam fuck with this world
nah i am just wallowing in pity,
a guy with paper heart.
tears easy and form easy
worthless yet part of life.
where ur flesh is not worth in weight
its wad u do makes ur price.
i cost next to nothing
cause i never got anything right b4
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its a farwell to past present and future
your love is like a shadow at 8:23 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together