Tuesday, June 5, 2007
- yadot -
woke up late, found out i was broke, packaged lunch for myself, took bus to sch, saw a girl 2 bus stop away from me from cbe, saw Poon from CBE, talked alot, met up with [red]chris, then went drink anything, end up coke... sian
[ boring boring ]
i can go ram the wall, or jump down.
my mood cramp hit me when i was in exam hall
at first, i was ready to eat EM1 head on.
happily dishing out werid equations
not like i care, i just feel correct.
i saw that girl from bus same as me the row
then i look further up i saw
da jie, i blur blur then she stare also, until the guy behind me stare too.
lol then i laugh, happily go do my maths, chiong chion
then after like 40min or 1 hr.. i look up, look down,
then my happy pill disappear, suddenly dam depressed.
last 15 min still got 4 questions left.
and i fucked it, i drew emo pics and doodle the paper
just had no mood, the sudden depression came.
then i walked out, try to socialise ask ard.
then walk out,
saw Carrot, melon and someone i think tgt in front of me
carrot was directly in front, i wave wave, jy [melon]
saw and wave back, Carrot [ gabb ] still stoning then i haix
walk off,
at least eileen accompany me to bus stop or i accompanied her..
er i don know, but at least someone to walk with
but suck man i think she uneasy
i didnt say much lol
kept em0ing,
lucky my bus came
had no mood to stay in campus
played the whole day
fuck thermo
i already fucked IPC and EM1
still have enuff me for 2 more
sian
then i talked on msn,
talk and talk ask and ask
realise alot of stuff
[below lala]
wadeva, went cycling again
nearly flew off the bike
crashed my bed
went to roof
it didnt help
just depress again, everynight
i wonder why
but then again i know
oh well
and s stupid old debtor came back
now i am negative money again wtf.
this suck
- fuck tml and thurs -
----- StEEl RanDOm ThOts. ------
sometimes if i was taller, i would held u high
sometimes if i was older, i would hold u hard
sometimes if i was braver, i would yell u hard
sometimes if i was nicer, i would not talk much
sometimes if i was slower, i would never catch u
but sometime i wish i wasnt anything
sometimes i wish i never had the if
sometimes i wish i wasnt a mirror
sometimes i wish i couldnt see me
sometimes i wanted to smile
yet sometimes, nth happen the way i sometimes wanted it to be
sometimes love is love
yet sometimes lust could be why love was there
or sometimes love created lust
or sometimes lust is love
or sometimes love is lust
or sometimes love is not lust
sometimes sex is part of love
sometimes lust is sex
sometimes sex is part of love but not lust
sometimes i wish fuck love wasnt lust or sex or anything
sometimes i know love is the feeling
sometimes this feeling make u forget everything about hurt
sometimes this feeling make u remember hurt
sometimes this feeling makes life worth living
sometimes this feeling isnt just for a girl
sometimes this feeling isnt there.
sometimes being me is not me
sometimes being me became him
sometimes him is why i become
sometimes i wonder is he my mirror
sometimes i wonder why dave wasnt him
sometimes i wonder why i wasnt dave
sometimes i wonder why he isnt dave
sometimes dave wonder why i wasnt him
sometimes i just wish we could forget
sometimes i just wish we could all be each
sometimes i will be u
sometimes i will be him
sometimes i will be me
sometimes we will be nobody
sometimes when all fails u, i found u
sometimes when all came to me, i lost u
sometimes i found yet i lost u
sometimes i lost u yet found u
sometimes i found u but not u
sometimes i lost u but not u
sometimes i found none but u
sometimes i found everything but u
sometimes i don wanna find u, u found me
sometimes i don wanna lost u, u lost me
sometimes i don wanna lose her, i lost u
sometimes i don wanna find her, u found me
sometimes i just wanna know whos whos, i lost everything
sometimes i wanted to know nothing, i found evetything
sometimes when i tried, i fail
sometimes i didnt try, i got to u
sometimes i didnt mean it, it meant it
sometimes i wish it meant it, but i didnt mean it
sometimes they thot i mean it, but i do mean it
sometimes she thinks i mean it, but i don mean it
sometimes he thinks i don mean it, i mean it.
sometimes i think i mean it, but i don
sometimes i hope u know i mean it, but u don
sometimes i hope everyone thinks i don mean it, but i mean it
sometimes i hope u think i mean it, cause i mean it
sometimes i try to think if u think i mean it, but i failed
sometimes i give up trying to think and u realised i mean it
sometimes i wish i was more important, but i became less important
sometimes i wish things could come 1 by 1, but all it came
sometmes i wish i would disappear, but i appeared
sometimes i wish i was rich, but sky don drop cash
sometimes i wish i could love you, but u don wish so
sometimes i wish she could love you, but i don wish so
soemtimes i wish you could love me, but i wish so
sometimes i wish they would love you, but she don wish so
sometimes i wish i could love her, but they don wish so
sometimes i wish we could love you, but she don wish so
sometimes life is like a piece of shit
sometimes life could have a flower growing out of the shit
sometimes life makes u look at the shit instead
sometimes life makes u think u couldnt hold on and about to die
sometimes life loves to make fun of u
sometimes life is a big fat ugly bitch
sometimes life boy friend the fate could fuck life hard
sometimes life wouldnt be so fucked up
sometimes life wish i wasnt there to see you, for her to see me.
sometimes when i wanna give up, i pull you back
sometimes when she wanna give up, he pulls me bak
sometimes when he don wanna give up, i push him back
sometimes when they wanna give up, she eats them up
sometimes when she wish we gave up, i pulled him back in
sometimes when logic fail us
sometimes when i fail to look myself as 1,
sometimes when i look at myself, i saw a mirror within a mirror
sometimes i am not me
sometimes he is not you
sometimes she is not me
sometimes he is not her
sometimes we are not them
sometimes we are just u and him
sometimes we are in love
sometimes i am in love
sometimes she is in love
sometimes he is in love
sometimes i love you
sometimes he love you
sometimes u love him
sometimes u love her
sometimes we are not who we shld be
- sometimes its just me doing random thots
sometimes its just me trying to see
sometimes its just him trying to know
sometimes its just us trying to see who could see us
sometimes its just them who wans to touch her
sometimes its just me and her
sometimes its just talk and lean
sometimes its just kiss and love
sometimes its just like kids in love
sometimes its just like us in lust
sometimes its just like them in hurt
sometimes its just me knowing i am not for you
sometimes its just u knowing u are not good for her
sometimes its just everyone
sometimes fate choose me to love her
sometimes choice choose u to love him
soemtimes they choose to me love u
sometimes u shld love her
sometimes i shld love him
sometimes i wish we were together
sometimes i realise we are together
sometimes i wish she was together
sometimes i wish i was better of dead
- ok easier to undersatnd -
sometimes i wish i was perfect for u
sometimes u were perfect for him
sometimes we were perfect for her
sometimes she was perfect for each other
sometimes u are just pefect
sometimes i wish i could stop saying
sometimes
yet i would not give up
cause its sometimes not me
but u
but him
but her
but we
but them
but she
but he
but everyone
- if u know, tell me what i thinking. cause sometimes i don know
but this time i know.
cause.
woke up late, found out i was broke, packaged lunch for myself, took bus to sch, saw a girl 2 bus stop away from me from cbe, saw Poon from CBE, talked alot, met up with [red]chris, then went drink anything, end up coke... sian
[ boring boring ]
i can go ram the wall, or jump down.
my mood cramp hit me when i was in exam hall
at first, i was ready to eat EM1 head on.
happily dishing out werid equations
not like i care, i just feel correct.
i saw that girl from bus same as me the row
then i look further up i saw
da jie, i blur blur then she stare also, until the guy behind me stare too.
lol then i laugh, happily go do my maths, chiong chion
then after like 40min or 1 hr.. i look up, look down,
then my happy pill disappear, suddenly dam depressed.
last 15 min still got 4 questions left.
and i fucked it, i drew emo pics and doodle the paper
just had no mood, the sudden depression came.
then i walked out, try to socialise ask ard.
then walk out,
saw Carrot, melon and someone i think tgt in front of me
carrot was directly in front, i wave wave, jy [melon]
saw and wave back, Carrot [ gabb ] still stoning then i haix
walk off,
at least eileen accompany me to bus stop or i accompanied her..
er i don know, but at least someone to walk with
but suck man i think she uneasy
i didnt say much lol
kept em0ing,
lucky my bus came
had no mood to stay in campus
played the whole day
fuck thermo
i already fucked IPC and EM1
still have enuff me for 2 more
sian
then i talked on msn,
talk and talk ask and ask
realise alot of stuff
[below lala]
wadeva, went cycling again
nearly flew off the bike
crashed my bed
went to roof
it didnt help
just depress again, everynight
i wonder why
but then again i know
oh well
and s stupid old debtor came back
now i am negative money again wtf.
this suck
- fuck tml and thurs -
----- StEEl RanDOm ThOts. ------
sometimes if i was taller, i would held u high
sometimes if i was older, i would hold u hard
sometimes if i was braver, i would yell u hard
sometimes if i was nicer, i would not talk much
sometimes if i was slower, i would never catch u
but sometime i wish i wasnt anything
sometimes i wish i never had the if
sometimes i wish i wasnt a mirror
sometimes i wish i couldnt see me
sometimes i wanted to smile
yet sometimes, nth happen the way i sometimes wanted it to be
sometimes love is love
yet sometimes lust could be why love was there
or sometimes love created lust
or sometimes lust is love
or sometimes love is lust
or sometimes love is not lust
sometimes sex is part of love
sometimes lust is sex
sometimes sex is part of love but not lust
sometimes i wish fuck love wasnt lust or sex or anything
sometimes i know love is the feeling
sometimes this feeling make u forget everything about hurt
sometimes this feeling make u remember hurt
sometimes this feeling makes life worth living
sometimes this feeling isnt just for a girl
sometimes this feeling isnt there.
sometimes being me is not me
sometimes being me became him
sometimes him is why i become
sometimes i wonder is he my mirror
sometimes i wonder why dave wasnt him
sometimes i wonder why i wasnt dave
sometimes i wonder why he isnt dave
sometimes dave wonder why i wasnt him
sometimes i just wish we could forget
sometimes i just wish we could all be each
sometimes i will be u
sometimes i will be him
sometimes i will be me
sometimes we will be nobody
sometimes when all fails u, i found u
sometimes when all came to me, i lost u
sometimes i found yet i lost u
sometimes i lost u yet found u
sometimes i found u but not u
sometimes i lost u but not u
sometimes i found none but u
sometimes i found everything but u
sometimes i don wanna find u, u found me
sometimes i don wanna lost u, u lost me
sometimes i don wanna lose her, i lost u
sometimes i don wanna find her, u found me
sometimes i just wanna know whos whos, i lost everything
sometimes i wanted to know nothing, i found evetything
sometimes when i tried, i fail
sometimes i didnt try, i got to u
sometimes i didnt mean it, it meant it
sometimes i wish it meant it, but i didnt mean it
sometimes they thot i mean it, but i do mean it
sometimes she thinks i mean it, but i don mean it
sometimes he thinks i don mean it, i mean it.
sometimes i think i mean it, but i don
sometimes i hope u know i mean it, but u don
sometimes i hope everyone thinks i don mean it, but i mean it
sometimes i hope u think i mean it, cause i mean it
sometimes i try to think if u think i mean it, but i failed
sometimes i give up trying to think and u realised i mean it
sometimes i wish i was more important, but i became less important
sometimes i wish things could come 1 by 1, but all it came
sometmes i wish i would disappear, but i appeared
sometimes i wish i was rich, but sky don drop cash
sometimes i wish i could love you, but u don wish so
sometimes i wish she could love you, but i don wish so
soemtimes i wish you could love me, but i wish so
sometimes i wish they would love you, but she don wish so
sometimes i wish i could love her, but they don wish so
sometimes i wish we could love you, but she don wish so
sometimes life is like a piece of shit
sometimes life could have a flower growing out of the shit
sometimes life makes u look at the shit instead
sometimes life makes u think u couldnt hold on and about to die
sometimes life loves to make fun of u
sometimes life is a big fat ugly bitch
sometimes life boy friend the fate could fuck life hard
sometimes life wouldnt be so fucked up
sometimes life wish i wasnt there to see you, for her to see me.
sometimes when i wanna give up, i pull you back
sometimes when she wanna give up, he pulls me bak
sometimes when he don wanna give up, i push him back
sometimes when they wanna give up, she eats them up
sometimes when she wish we gave up, i pulled him back in
sometimes when logic fail us
sometimes when i fail to look myself as 1,
sometimes when i look at myself, i saw a mirror within a mirror
sometimes i am not me
sometimes he is not you
sometimes she is not me
sometimes he is not her
sometimes we are not them
sometimes we are just u and him
sometimes we are in love
sometimes i am in love
sometimes she is in love
sometimes he is in love
sometimes i love you
sometimes he love you
sometimes u love him
sometimes u love her
sometimes we are not who we shld be
- sometimes its just me doing random thots
sometimes its just me trying to see
sometimes its just him trying to know
sometimes its just us trying to see who could see us
sometimes its just them who wans to touch her
sometimes its just me and her
sometimes its just talk and lean
sometimes its just kiss and love
sometimes its just like kids in love
sometimes its just like us in lust
sometimes its just like them in hurt
sometimes its just me knowing i am not for you
sometimes its just u knowing u are not good for her
sometimes its just everyone
sometimes fate choose me to love her
sometimes choice choose u to love him
soemtimes they choose to me love u
sometimes u shld love her
sometimes i shld love him
sometimes i wish we were together
sometimes i realise we are together
sometimes i wish she was together
sometimes i wish i was better of dead
- ok easier to undersatnd -
sometimes i wish i was perfect for u
sometimes u were perfect for him
sometimes we were perfect for her
sometimes she was perfect for each other
sometimes u are just pefect
sometimes i wish i could stop saying
sometimes
yet i would not give up
cause its sometimes not me
but u
but him
but her
but we
but them
but she
but he
but everyone
- if u know, tell me what i thinking. cause sometimes i don know
but this time i know.
cause.
your love is like a shadow at 8:54 AM
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