Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Kinda stone now
like nothings worth remembering everyday.
maybe because it feels so much like secondary
everythings the same, so same
beside the cast, its like the same
sigh i kinda realise someone like me
would always belong to the 'not there, whos know' part
but oh well
i am already used to this...
theres so much in me, i wanna say
yet wad i say no one would wanna care
but i guess
at least i still know she doesnt think of me this way
at least i hope.
no matter wad
my class now is so like my class b4
this time worse
theres no wu chong, no wei ping, no hai hong, no rykiel, no constance
theres just ppl who have the winner and gel tgt easy life
theres brain grp, where they go well with 1A05 habbid and so
Theres Vincent grp, rey, so on, sometimes chris
Theres the girls, maybe
there is renjun, he has his secondary sch friend
there is jevon, a wide social network
zension, bigger friends network
maybe
i am just that kinda shld always stay in the shadow
sigh
so hope i can get to know all of them
doc told me to think positive and smile
lol smile laugh are so easy
sigh i wanna like hang out
and chill
Maybe i am just insecure.
i cant feel
somehow i feel so much better if ppl pour their feelings to me
but shit i aint giving a good impression
just a attention seeking brat
somehow i wish i could just let the ground swallow me
i aint much
but at least i could be some tree fertilizer.
no one truely cares if i died
but if i died
would i know?
its a secret that i hold to myself forever
like nothings worth remembering everyday.
maybe because it feels so much like secondary
everythings the same, so same
beside the cast, its like the same
sigh i kinda realise someone like me
would always belong to the 'not there, whos know' part
but oh well
i am already used to this...
theres so much in me, i wanna say
yet wad i say no one would wanna care
but i guess
at least i still know she doesnt think of me this way
at least i hope.
no matter wad
my class now is so like my class b4
this time worse
theres no wu chong, no wei ping, no hai hong, no rykiel, no constance
theres just ppl who have the winner and gel tgt easy life
theres brain grp, where they go well with 1A05 habbid and so
Theres Vincent grp, rey, so on, sometimes chris
Theres the girls, maybe
there is renjun, he has his secondary sch friend
there is jevon, a wide social network
zension, bigger friends network
maybe
i am just that kinda shld always stay in the shadow
sigh
so hope i can get to know all of them
doc told me to think positive and smile
lol smile laugh are so easy
sigh i wanna like hang out
and chill
Maybe i am just insecure.
i cant feel
somehow i feel so much better if ppl pour their feelings to me
but shit i aint giving a good impression
just a attention seeking brat
somehow i wish i could just let the ground swallow me
i aint much
but at least i could be some tree fertilizer.
no one truely cares if i died
but if i died
would i know?
its a secret that i hold to myself forever
your love is like a shadow at 8:02 AM
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