Wednesday, May 23, 2007
- untitled -
If joy were hers->
yah. today went to Com ToolKIt,
it was entirely rotting waste of time.
The teacher on a roll again, today my bus 74 traffic jam,
so lucky i am on an early bus made it on time,
but the others didnt
and she was saying here there everywhere!
like ' Ok u all just come in one all absent, '
Then we would like yah ' all can go home liao'
Also she is like... wth we check with everyones result
the highest she gave was B and she could just give everyone 1 more mark and get A
but i guess she don like us haha
yah, then when she is on a roll teachin
i played games here there
sigh
playing games that time
not into it,
was thinking bout my ploy life...
realise no matter how i try, i end up like my past,
same repeating world.
its like a vicious cycle.
always try to just fit in, end up not in it.
My class everyone seems near yet so far,
Just a few friends.
Depression setting in as usual sooner or later
when my results come.
And comes again another who i bled it out
then i just close myself up again
The next step would be anti-socialing
and just work, study, sleep it.
theres no difference no matter how i see.
i always end up at square 1.
looking onli for the few,
or you wouldnt have seen me already.
And when u realise that few also have a life of their own
its just me again and u.
wa ha, we are always beside each other, u looking out for me
When everyone answers in mono sylibic, i talk to you
when i try to talk to everyone, i am irriatable.
So onli in you i would tell.
Cause u never speak
yets knows me well
Cause in my soul you reak.
- Alone yet accompanied-
painted my nails today.
sat together with my sis(gab) and sis(jy)
ate sandwhich and watch why i came here
took some pics, smile i had,
slippers we change
but sweet memories do not last.
hope it lasts.
-a few weeks-
cause i feel like driftin
black my nails
tainted in mind
IcE shall kill
cause this rhyme.
-where kindless does not touch me-
yah. today went to Com ToolKIt,
it was entirely rotting waste of time.
The teacher on a roll again, today my bus 74 traffic jam,
so lucky i am on an early bus made it on time,
but the others didnt
and she was saying here there everywhere!
like ' Ok u all just come in one all absent, '
Then we would like yah ' all can go home liao'
Also she is like... wth we check with everyones result
the highest she gave was B and she could just give everyone 1 more mark and get A
but i guess she don like us haha
yah, then when she is on a roll teachin
i played games here there
sigh
playing games that time
not into it,
was thinking bout my ploy life...
realise no matter how i try, i end up like my past,
same repeating world.
its like a vicious cycle.
always try to just fit in, end up not in it.
My class everyone seems near yet so far,
Just a few friends.
Depression setting in as usual sooner or later
when my results come.
And comes again another who i bled it out
then i just close myself up again
The next step would be anti-socialing
and just work, study, sleep it.
theres no difference no matter how i see.
i always end up at square 1.
looking onli for the few,
or you wouldnt have seen me already.
And when u realise that few also have a life of their own
its just me again and u.
wa ha, we are always beside each other, u looking out for me
When everyone answers in mono sylibic, i talk to you
when i try to talk to everyone, i am irriatable.
So onli in you i would tell.
Cause u never speak
yets knows me well
Cause in my soul you reak.
- Alone yet accompanied-
painted my nails today.
sat together with my sis(gab) and sis(jy)
ate sandwhich and watch why i came here
took some pics, smile i had,
slippers we change
but sweet memories do not last.
hope it lasts.
-a few weeks-
cause i feel like driftin
black my nails
tainted in mind
IcE shall kill
cause this rhyme.
-where kindless does not touch me-
your love is like a shadow at 7:38 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together