Sunday, March 23, 2008
Lead time
ok, got over my emotional fit, depression seem so far away now.
haha
well still alive working hard at tako pachi flipping the balls~
kinda sick,
was running in the rain recently,
ran to j8 once to catch rykiel but couldnt meet up.
then i was walking to work three times i got caught in rain
finally the sickness got me,
dam it i have a cold and i don know why i have a sore throat too
was asked to drink this white flower snake grass water ( translated directly from chinese)
taste lik * shundders* kinda zzz even with so much salt it still taste so so .. ahhhh
walked home today was thinking alot of stuff
then my sis mp3 started to play this song WhaT i need from deepside
wow i was like hmm relavtion
sometimes
one person in life
chases what he wants
he goes on and on
never knowing that even though what he wants
will never compare
to waht he needs and usually wad ones need is always around him
yet he is so blind chasing stars lol
ahh sian so bored
luke going back to indo
no chance to go out with him cause sick and working
hate having no money its like
i am negative now
i started borrowing again wtf
i just cleared my debt and i just borrowed again lol
hope wont reach 600 dollar debt like last time
just realise when i woke up after a god dam long blur
i realise how foolish i was,
i realli was so immersed that i never learn to look at different direction
the situation was alrdy hopelesss
i was out of date and slow
outcasted and judgemental
woot shld grow out
out of this patch.
its like i slowly not looking back
slowly removing them from my memories
was like everyday i would check thier blogs and talk to them
realise i am just a watcher
lala
don idea wad i am saying to u i guess
this is where i spam lame stuff
maybe u will understand if u are them
ahh alrigh sigh sleep liao loh
life is just the beginning of death~
haha
well still alive working hard at tako pachi flipping the balls~
kinda sick,
was running in the rain recently,
ran to j8 once to catch rykiel but couldnt meet up.
then i was walking to work three times i got caught in rain
finally the sickness got me,
dam it i have a cold and i don know why i have a sore throat too
was asked to drink this white flower snake grass water ( translated directly from chinese)
taste lik * shundders* kinda zzz even with so much salt it still taste so so .. ahhhh
walked home today was thinking alot of stuff
then my sis mp3 started to play this song WhaT i need from deepside
wow i was like hmm relavtion
sometimes
one person in life
chases what he wants
he goes on and on
never knowing that even though what he wants
will never compare
to waht he needs and usually wad ones need is always around him
yet he is so blind chasing stars lol
ahh sian so bored
luke going back to indo
no chance to go out with him cause sick and working
hate having no money its like
i am negative now
i started borrowing again wtf
i just cleared my debt and i just borrowed again lol
hope wont reach 600 dollar debt like last time
just realise when i woke up after a god dam long blur
i realise how foolish i was,
i realli was so immersed that i never learn to look at different direction
the situation was alrdy hopelesss
i was out of date and slow
outcasted and judgemental
woot shld grow out
out of this patch.
its like i slowly not looking back
slowly removing them from my memories
was like everyday i would check thier blogs and talk to them
realise i am just a watcher
lala
don idea wad i am saying to u i guess
this is where i spam lame stuff
maybe u will understand if u are them
ahh alrigh sigh sleep liao loh
life is just the beginning of death~
your love is like a shadow at 10:50 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together