Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Ceres laugh ne hate kaer lure
2 days of sch just passed, i realise
i forget who i
realli man
i don know how to talk
i got caught by this term of insecurity
i feel so trapped within myself
everytime i wanted to talk,
everytime i wanted to laugh
i just cant now
i don why
maybe i am going through my moods again
i don know if any one cared but
i know i am feeling strange
i actually felt
so nice to be alone sometimes
sometimes not exposing urself
every time i say something lies are wrought within
i cant lie anymore
i cant lie to you
i grown to speak the turth with u
i cant talk to my class mates
i cant talk much
maybe cause i know they know
i am and will always bullshit
i going over a new leaf for u
i will drive myself
to be better
though u may not be here
i can always feel
something in me
wanna break out
of this loser life
now and then friends
now and then will i always be the last
i can never make out who i am
but for u
i will forge a honest guy for u
i will not lie
i will not stray
i will walk hard
and work hard
on monday i had IS i was totally me, crapping laughing and stuff, shi pei was there for my class
i bet she can see the difference,
maybe its cause my class,
lots of stuff i messed up
chris for first i think i made him angry and we end up not gyming not trying to talk for 3weeks
i still couldnt find a way to let him know i am sorry
brian also went mia
i realise i was totally disconnected from class during the holidays
was with alvin and his grp
they were talking about thier chalet
was so jealous
how i wished we could plan one too
maybe our class just like that
slack and go i guess
and i realise maybe my class know me too well
that i talk too much nonsense and very few fact haha
maybe thats why i try to keep my trap shut today
was trying my best to just listen
it was a werid time for me
same class as zen and some senior
known them quite well
and still zension i feel was a very funny guy,
he dragged me out after my quick lunch and we went canteen 4
to buy
a
can
of
carrot
juice
...
then canteen 3
to
buy
po
pia
...
then wanted to walk to canteen 1 to
buy
something
was zzz
well at least i am glad to see my class still there,
hope wilson alright
don know wad happen to me to uzi though
felt some distance too
ahh i guess maybe its just me
i wonder
am i just thinking too much
ahh nvm no ones reading this
raaarrrs so bored
i cant seem to speak much
yet i can still chat on msn
zzz
sigh better go off now
nothing gonna change until i do change
i hope for the better
i hope chris could bring me to gym again
i totally lost my mood for it without him
i got hospitalized for 2 weeks during holiday it was so dumb
sigh
- i am still broke
i wish
i wish
i wish
nothing
will work for it~
i forget who i
realli man
i don know how to talk
i got caught by this term of insecurity
i feel so trapped within myself
everytime i wanted to talk,
everytime i wanted to laugh
i just cant now
i don why
maybe i am going through my moods again
i don know if any one cared but
i know i am feeling strange
i actually felt
so nice to be alone sometimes
sometimes not exposing urself
every time i say something lies are wrought within
i cant lie anymore
i cant lie to you
i grown to speak the turth with u
i cant talk to my class mates
i cant talk much
maybe cause i know they know
i am and will always bullshit
i going over a new leaf for u
i will drive myself
to be better
though u may not be here
i can always feel
something in me
wanna break out
of this loser life
now and then friends
now and then will i always be the last
i can never make out who i am
but for u
i will forge a honest guy for u
i will not lie
i will not stray
i will walk hard
and work hard
on monday i had IS i was totally me, crapping laughing and stuff, shi pei was there for my class
i bet she can see the difference,
maybe its cause my class,
lots of stuff i messed up
chris for first i think i made him angry and we end up not gyming not trying to talk for 3weeks
i still couldnt find a way to let him know i am sorry
brian also went mia
i realise i was totally disconnected from class during the holidays
was with alvin and his grp
they were talking about thier chalet
was so jealous
how i wished we could plan one too
maybe our class just like that
slack and go i guess
and i realise maybe my class know me too well
that i talk too much nonsense and very few fact haha
maybe thats why i try to keep my trap shut today
was trying my best to just listen
it was a werid time for me
same class as zen and some senior
known them quite well
and still zension i feel was a very funny guy,
he dragged me out after my quick lunch and we went canteen 4
to buy
a
can
of
carrot
juice
...
then canteen 3
to
buy
po
pia
...
then wanted to walk to canteen 1 to
buy
something
was zzz
well at least i am glad to see my class still there,
hope wilson alright
don know wad happen to me to uzi though
felt some distance too
ahh i guess maybe its just me
i wonder
am i just thinking too much
ahh nvm no ones reading this
raaarrrs so bored
i cant seem to speak much
yet i can still chat on msn
zzz
sigh better go off now
nothing gonna change until i do change
i hope for the better
i hope chris could bring me to gym again
i totally lost my mood for it without him
i got hospitalized for 2 weeks during holiday it was so dumb
sigh
- i am still broke
i wish
i wish
i wish
nothing
will work for it~
your love is like a shadow at 8:56 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together