Monday, October 20, 2008
the 3 D
the 3 D difference distance Dave
today was wreckin..
i kinda regret taking 52.
i was shoving ppl off the seats till her stop.
but then some guy set beside me b4 her.
i wanted to kill him and i wanted to cry.
then he moved another guy came and sit.
fate wasnt realli for me i guess.
was crying openly in the bus. i don know how dumb i looked
then i realise
she could have stand instead of sitting even if i had space
so i was just wrecking myself instead
my eyes were puffy and red when i reached sch.
i ddnt want to alight tgt with her
took off at SIM
keep going to wash my face
kinda tired
i don know
but i saw her today
its enough for me i guess
i don think i shld be even hopin for anything
her glancing at me is arldy. good enuff
nvm there is still 14 weeks of monday i could see her.
i hope
someday
she could give me 1 more chance
for now.
all i can is to sit at the distance
unable to reach
in class in bus
i am sepearated
sigh
3 time i cried this year.
i never cried for so long.
i don know wad is happening to me anymore
i could give wadeva she wans.
sliently\
today was wreckin..
i kinda regret taking 52.
i was shoving ppl off the seats till her stop.
but then some guy set beside me b4 her.
i wanted to kill him and i wanted to cry.
then he moved another guy came and sit.
fate wasnt realli for me i guess.
was crying openly in the bus. i don know how dumb i looked
then i realise
she could have stand instead of sitting even if i had space
so i was just wrecking myself instead
my eyes were puffy and red when i reached sch.
i ddnt want to alight tgt with her
took off at SIM
keep going to wash my face
kinda tired
i don know
but i saw her today
its enough for me i guess
i don think i shld be even hopin for anything
her glancing at me is arldy. good enuff
nvm there is still 14 weeks of monday i could see her.
i hope
someday
she could give me 1 more chance
for now.
all i can is to sit at the distance
unable to reach
in class in bus
i am sepearated
sigh
3 time i cried this year.
i never cried for so long.
i don know wad is happening to me anymore
i could give wadeva she wans.
sliently\
your love is like a shadow at 3:20 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together