Saturday, October 18, 2008
down
lowest point i ever feel. every second i keep thinking
i don know if i got blocked or u decide to stay offline arldy
but i guess at ure side i have become something else
its not the irriatable dave..
ah sigh but there is still 543 days.
everyday without fail i will hope and try
i don wan to stalk someone
i don wan anything
i just feel like dying
sigh depressed
i actually bled today.
cut my hand accidenly..
saw blood.
all i could think was using it to write smth
man i getting sick
i hate myself
for being so weak.
pushing and pulling
undecided
it hurts..
sigh
i hope someday she will forgive me
may it be when she married or not.
just glad i could be just back talking to her
all the Tv shows she told me.
brought back so much things
now it feels empty
i don know how i can go sch anymore
down
i don know if i got blocked or u decide to stay offline arldy
but i guess at ure side i have become something else
its not the irriatable dave..
ah sigh but there is still 543 days.
everyday without fail i will hope and try
i don wan to stalk someone
i don wan anything
i just feel like dying
sigh depressed
i actually bled today.
cut my hand accidenly..
saw blood.
all i could think was using it to write smth
man i getting sick
i hate myself
for being so weak.
pushing and pulling
undecided
it hurts..
sigh
i hope someday she will forgive me
may it be when she married or not.
just glad i could be just back talking to her
all the Tv shows she told me.
brought back so much things
now it feels empty
i don know how i can go sch anymore
down
your love is like a shadow at 7:40 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together